I thought ya'll would like a look into what I've been reading over the last few days, as in Kim's 'diary'. Scare quotes are necessary. Most wouldn't consider it a diary, since it can easily be spread out over an entire room. It's... paper. Just bunches and bunches of paper, notebooks, torn newspapers, post-its, photocopies, note-cards, barely coherent. Incoherent, most of it not interesting enough to photograph for you (if there is anyone watching out there), so, well, I'll just show a couple of pages of the more interesting stuff.
I'm not sure if you can see it, but on the lower right, it says "multum otium non habebis, M". I think this is a reference to M of the Tutorial but I can't be sure. She's definitely not in her right state of mind here. All her papers are like this, confused piles of madness. I'm trying to get through it and actually translate it all and stuff but it's so bloody difficult... I don't know half the languages she does. Just reading it gives me headache. Lord above, grant me the gift of tongues. Argh. The pictures in this one seem to be following some sort of story... But I can't make it out.
A key? I don't know. "Enough water"? Something about being blind?
And this is the point where I cross the threshold from concerned to terrified.
"We gave him a name" apparently.
Next page.
I see French, Latin, German, English and... and Greek? Christ. She only shows her polyglot superpowers when she's left school. And when it's COMPLETELY SUPERFLUOUS.
The back of that last page was relatively blank. Just "elle. prenez-la. pas moi."
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I know there are dedicated groups of people who follow those stalked by that guy. There are followers, followed, hallowed and hollowed, sages and victims... If you have ideas, if you can speak German, if you can help me, please... Kim's sick. In the head. That much is clear. I need help. I just feel so goddamn alone and helpless. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do...
I need help...
but -jean- =he= took them, =he= took them -jean-
ReplyDelete=he= took all the children, =he= took them all =he= took them all and -i- just watched, -i- just watched and =he= took them all all of the children and -i- just watched and thought that -i- was lucky
-i- didn't do anything -jean- and -i- got -you- sick and they died -jean- =he= took them -jean- oh god why didn't -i- stop =him= why didn't -i- why why why playing on a playground and -i- could have called an adult or given -myself- up or something -i- could have done something but -i- did nothing nothing nothing nothing
its our fault, -we- gave =him= a name
its our fault, -we- gave =him= a name
its our fault, -we- gave =him= a name
its our fault, -we- gave =him= a name
-we- gave =him= a name
=he's= right outside